Attack of the tear Monster

So I was thinking the other day, or should I say year about some of the things that I have cried about in the past.

I wouldn’t call myself a cry baby but I was laughing just thinking about the myriad of reasons one would cry, most of which are unexplainable :O

You know how you get that feeling in your tummy and you know you’re about to throw up after eating/tasting, ok having something nasty and then other times without any notice you just find yourself throwing up,no warning,nada…..

I think tears have the same effect.You never know when they’ll spring out of you..could be after having a massive laugh, #pitypartyforme times ; aaaaw, how sweet moments, sad/woiye moments, moments when one is overwhelmed by grief or the kindness of others or even happy times.

Strange enough I find that I cry when I least expect to and a couple of  times when I actually have had a reason to cry , my tear glands would not budge.

Lucky for me very few people have witnessed me cry: Including umm… my folks and siblings who got used to it, They have to love me whatever the case, we family and Thank God for that cz it looks nasty for reals.loooool

Then there are those Mushy movie scenes #tearjerkers that just leave you feeling like crap  or really weirdly happy.Imagine I didn’t cry when I watched the Titanic the year it was released and I was armed with tissue, ready!

Possibly had more walls up then than I do now or less I don’t know \o/ #tobecontinued

You know you’ve looked at yourself crying in your bedroom or possibly bathroom mirror #dont deny it

I need some tips from all of you,( movie starts too),who have the luxury of looking fabulous  while some of us unleash the tear monster frightening our unsuspecting victims.Cheers

#NoRegrets though, for tears cried .Can’t change the past so it would be useless to say I wish this hadn’t happened ,I wish I hadn’t watched that movie/documentary lol or I wish that hadn’t affected me  much.

Waste not fresh tears over old griefs ~ Euripides

I pray the tears to be cried in 2012 will ALL or at least  for the MOST part ,tears of joy,happiness,laughter.

Happy New Tears people!

xx

Shosh

On to the Next One!

Firstly, Happy new year beautiful people!!!!!!!

Must say this has been one of the most ‘full of emotion’ transition into a new year I have had yet.

I was amazed at how a single act of kindness from a stranger left me perplexed.I must say I was a bit disappointed with myself, as I found it hard to believe that they did not want anything in return for their kindness.And it seems i was not alone, as when  I tried to spread the kindness ,It was rejected and met with suspicion.

There really are kind people out there, we just need to believe.

Shortly after what started off as a joke with a loved one turned into an argument and almost fight   which resulted in a change of plans.Still irks me that I get so self-conscious if my drama causes a scene in public :O

Well, hopefully by God’s grace that will be a thing of the past after today. One day at a time!

Speaking of which I really need to make the first move in reconciliation and apologise , even though it was not entirely my fault , its the right thing to do!

anywhoooo, Soooo….. one of my resolutions or should I say action plans for 2012 is to laugh more.Once upon a time, I used to laugh a lot more than I have done recently, at silly things and serious things too .I had a wonderful time today with a group of friends, met new people , spent time with some old friends and laughed a lot!I must say it made the night more memorable and Fun was really what we made it out to be.

Even though my  original plans got derailed,at the end of the day I’m glad I feel I’m where I wanted to be when I got up yestermorning .

I just want to send a special S/O to God without whom I would not have seen this day/year.There are so many mistakes I made in 2011 and I am grateful for the lessons learnt and for the FAVOUR I received on numerous occasions.I pray that this year your heart’s desires may be met according to God’s riches in Glory.

Xx

Shosh

P.S Please say no to Drugs!!!!!!!

Let’s do different this time round \o/!